It was my birthday turn to 23years. I had 3cakes from relative n co worker but some close people too busy to say happy birthday. It just simple to simple when i grow up. Why it lonely inside around people . I did nt want go home i hang out with a friend to to drink. I am not a drinker. When i talk about A and she talk about B  but we can cheer. my face turn to red and hot my heart breath  fast than i start to feel emesis.

Come back i really emesis. It was my 1st drunk just because i want to know why some poeple like to drink when they sad. It better to sing shouting to this cure world. Everything is experience of life. Next time i will a good drinker. Good women it doesn't mean she should drink cook. i want to try everything except to hurt somebody than i hurt my self. I dont wanna be cheated by a GoD i don't feel i want to make a wish like i were young. #Diary life#